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30th of July

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NATASHA!!! birthday budak gedik~ n poyo =p.You are old now!You cant consider yourself cute!! haha~ (as if  you are going to read this but who cares! i nak tulis jugak and bash u here).n hey,SOMEONE DIED on your birthday here in ixora,miss natasha.fell from the 18th floor because…well,i guess everyone knows the story.so its quite lame though to tell something that everybody knows.haha~

Well,one of my housemate was scared to use the lift alone now.(GOSH!! SHE USES THE STAIRS !!!!).Well,to console her (alasan je tu…. yup yup =D ),we(sha,ika n me) went to jonker walk!!(semua terus lupa diri lepas tu -_-").for sha,it is "A WALK TO REMEMBER" because firstly,this is the 1st tym sha go there n 2ndly,…..(tak tau nak express mcm mn here.hehe~).N guess what did the three of us bring back home,A HAMSTER(ika’s pet) and A TURTLE(sha’s pet) and some other stuff ngehehe~.we called the turtle "KiKi" and the hamster "ToRo".

Kiki is very active~ i love to kiss kiki’s nose~ kiki has a cute pointy nose!~ kiki sleep early(2100)~ i showed kiki mmu~ i teach him how to walk fast~ kuku kaki kiki kaku(bleh =p saje je nak cakap jugak)~ ca’s n mika’s(the dead fishies) bowl and those colourful pebbles are now kiki’s~

Toro is very fierce(snow white’s little GRUMPY!!)+ he
likes to bite people+ he always scratch himself+ i
showed him mmu but he doesnt like it+ toro likes to pretend as if he was sleeping(budget jd furball yg cumil)+ toro always get scolded by ika =p+ toro got a brand new pink cage with its own yellow&pink wheel and yellow food tray and a nice water bottle (not fair~~)+

Previously, two of our fishies which is mika n ca(sha’s fishies actually) died and we assume that the cause of death is :-

sha -"sha bagi makan byk sgt!"
ika - "zaza tangkap gambar ikan tu byk sgt!"
zaza - "sbb letak nama korg. ca mati sbb mika buli die and mika mati on the next day sbb bosan takde fishie nak dibuli" -this is true!! ika selalu buli sha~~ so, the fishies pun ter’influence’ -

so what do you think???
hmmm….

just now, me and ika are on our way back to our apartment from u-center(a minimart).while we were climbing up the stairs, a group of indonesian guys walk in front of us.and still climbing up the stairs…suddenly,there is this one empty paper cup,nicely been put at the middle of the stairs.one of the indonesians said "dibuang sebarangan aja"(the sentence goes like that i guess…haha~) and he pick it up.but i think my ears caught him saying "nanti dibilangnya indonesia".i was impressed and shocked for a while.many of us(malaysians),didnt realize that while we were having fun making jokes about them,they are actually making us laughing to ourselves.

it hits me…

(GO WORLD PEACE! ^o^)

i’ve got a friend.her name is siti.she is going to get married.her future husband name is "Dato’ K" aka IS.She said that her wedding dress is pink.I am going to get myself a pink dress.I want to be her flower girl! Ika said, she want to be the flower girl too! Siti…can we be your flower girl?? +wink+wink+
(p/s:jangan marah siti…)
(p/s/s: sape marah kene kawin ngehehe~)

i’ve got a friend.her name is ika.she likes to be ‘ikan’(ikan=fish).she said that she doesnt like pink.but almost of her stuff is pink.she is my ‘ikan’.but this ‘ikan’ cannot swim.she can only jump around.this ‘ikan’ is very noisy.maybe our fishies died because of her.muahaha~
(p/s: ika…gotcha!td kenekan syu,now its your turn)
(p/s/s: ika tgh nyanyi lagu "bapaku pulang dr kota..bapaku belikan kereta..lalala~)

mama kata:
"angah.jangan tak masuk pulak belaja tu.sembahyang mintak supaya dapat jawab soalan dgn betul…"
-love you always-
(2004-spm)

aunty kata:
"dear fiza.all you have to now is study hard,belajar betul-betul.jangan nak enjoy je.make your parents proud of you.and you dont have to think about how bored that place can be.tolak hari cuti berapa hari sangat you will be there…"

-aunty esah-
(2003- shift to boarding school)

these are some of the words that  they had written down for me.i still have them with me. =]
im proud of my family and im proud of what they had taught me. ~peace~ ^-^

ive watched Osama last month(maybe…xsure)and yes,i give two thumbs up for that movie.succesfully,they make me cry (i rarely cry or laugh when i watch a movie).

the story is about a 12-years old Afghan girl.she and her mother lose their job when the Taliban close the hospital where they work.they also cant walk out freely as Taliban forbids every female walking without a ‘legal companion’ @ husband/father/brother/uncle etc…with her father and uncle died,there is no1 left to support the family(she,her mother and her granny).her mother have only one hope and that is,her daughter.she disguises her daughter as a boy and ask her to go out and work.her granny cut her middle-length hair and the girl sadly planted her hair in a small pot and waters it everyday.she then work with a kind man(her father’s friend)selling fresh milk.the journey started when she had to go for friday prayers which she doesnt know how to do it(she dont know how to pray).there is this one boy who knows that she is actually a girl and at first he persuaded her to give him something in return for keeping it as a secret.the problem starts a few days later,when the taliban started to collect all the young boys and send them for an army training.she had been taken away by the Taliban while she was working and yes,neither her mother nor her granny knew about this.with a girlish face and a sweet voice.kids there always tease her and make her cry(a teacher called her a nymph).the boy that has been keeping her secret is now her best friend and always keep her safe.she is safe for now as she hasnt develop her womenly body figure.
one day,she was dare by one of the kids to climb up a tree to prove that she is a boy.the problem is,she can climb the tree but can never climb down herself.so when the teachers knew about this,she was punished.they hang her in a well and leave her crying alone.after a few hours,one of theacher decided to pull her back up.now,another problem comes.she had her first period.and now,she can no longer kept her secret.she tried to run away but everybody is chasing her.they lock her up and the judge had reach a decision.her punishment : burried alive while people throwing stones at her till she die.but one of her teacher decided to marry her and save her from that punishment.she was then maried to a grandpa-look-a-like man.he took her to his house.to her suprised,that old man has many wives and lock each and every of his wive in that house.and her life continues…

it touches my heart in every way.such an innocent life has been destroyed by her own people.every scene in this movie is a success.and why is the name osama??haha~ u guys for sure will be thinking of osama laden but hell no! this isnt about him.osama is a common name for male and female in the middle-east.

i’ve lost a few kg…lalala~ that gives me a reason to eat some fatty food.
this morning…NA’AH!this afternoon…someone rang the doorbell and i thought it was a friend.since it’s just me and ika in the house(my other 2 hsemate left for some club activity)i simply got up from my bed to open up the door.and to my surprised…it wasnt a friend!it was a man!(actually there was two but let us consider only one man since the other man do nothing).i excused myself.locked the door and ran to the toilet to wash my face since i’ve put something on before i went to sleep.and i opened the door again.they actually want to ask me a few questions regarding the poor connection here.and yes,i cant see their faces since i havent put on my contact lenses.a big HAHAHA to me.

how stupid i look like just now.i bet they were laughing right after i closed the door.darn!(takpe…at least i’d spread some laughter around here << alasan terhebat!!!)
and yes…ika just woke up from her sleep and it’s 2.34(kenekan ika pulak! =p)

wait!our fishies died!(is it because of me??i forgot that their mommy isnt here to feed em!)but there is only 1 dead fish i can see inside the bowl.where is the other one??

how does it feel to kill a person?how does it feel to be killed?
*stab*stab*stab*
(blood is now all over my white shirt.ngehehe~)

how does it feel to do some serious vandalism?and run fast from a cop?
*bash*bash*bash*
(i’m now in jail.haha~)

how does it feel to be a bitch?or am i?
*ha*ha*ha*
(confused soul++)

put a TNT inside a building and EXPLODE!!
muahaha~